the worst mistake of my life.

 maybe i shouldhaveseen that therapist.......,myabe i relaly really really should.....oh i made a terrible mistake, terrible, horrible, i don't know if i'll ever be able to forgive myself............i.........i'm going crazy, i'm dangerous............i really hurt elize.....i badly hurt her eye........i think i blinded her.......with a kitchenknife last night........
i was seeing cats, i was hearing it so loud.........the visions are getting scarier, so much red, eyes, i hear screams and car sounds and yyowls................and i saw a monster.......in place of elize.......and my mind went blank for a second and and then.................she had blood coming out of her eye, and the knife was in my hand, and the blood...................on the tip...........dripping down..........

i called for the ambulance............we rushed to the hospital...........it was late at night...........elize.....lied to the doctors about me hurting her.............i shouldve siad it....admitted it but......i didn't...ididnt say anything.........elize........she thinks i'm possessed. maybmaybe............i don't know what's wrorng with my head, if it's a spirit.....or if i'm just.......i'm a horrible mosnter........hurting my one true love, my flower.......while she covers for me all the way.........still holds my hand even after all my violence.....told me we will get though this......together............get the spirit out of me...............oh lord i don't deserve her......myabe i never did..............never.............

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