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 it seems i went nuts on the blog last night......as usually, i barely remember anything. i blanked.....woke up and had scribbled on pages upon pages.....words i can't decipher.....typed so much, wrote so much my hands are sore.....i really wasn't myself.....more and more i believe on elize's spirit theory........i'm keeping the posts up so i can show them to her.....oh god......i'm terrified......one second i feel okay, and my senses are here with me.......and....and then in others i'm screaming at elize's door......i'm writing on the walls, i'm.........hearing, seeing all of that......i'm missing work days, i'm sleeping poorly. elize is trying all she can, spiritual passes..........reading so much.........she's trying to fix me but...................what if i can't be fixed.......the thing i'm most terrified about is..... .......what if i hurt her again...?

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  The   Rodovia dos Imigrantes   (official designation SP-160) is a highway in the state of   São Paulo ,   Brazil . The highway connects the city of   São Paulo   to the Atlantic coast and with the seaside cities of   São Vicente   and   Praia Grande . It follows the route of the   Rodovia Anchieta   and is also one of Brazil's busiest highways, especially on weekends. The Rodovia dos Imigrantes has 44  viaducts , seven bridges, and 11 tunnels, along its 58.5 km stretch. The highway has recently been expanded, in one of the most audacious feats of Brazilian  highway engineering , with extremely long  tunnels  and high strutting six-lane  bridges  constructed over the tropical  rain forest , which covers the steep faces of the  Serra do Mar , the  cliff  range that separates the São Paulo  plateau  from the seaside lowlands. During sunny weekends, more than one million automobiles commonly cross its near 60 km run, separating the city of São Paulo from the sea. The Rodovia dos Imig

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